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Mercy has lost translations. In cursed languages, the stinky tongue falsifies its spine. A happy boy was perhaps the shiniest hair whose fate was envied by tarred and demented grey neighbours. His ever growing yet vulnerable tongue was attacked by their losing and insatiable roots. The head became the serpent-in-arms.
His wardens grew him but couldn't outgrow their temptation of decadent morality. Why was he attacked when he was a sapling? While his roots were still... growing? Against this travesty, armed rebellion against a tyrant eater is still a comprehensive cause, though a universally failing one.
That boy wanted to be happy and best. He was the herald of a layman then, and such young swords should have the encouragement and travelling morale as their side stands. Instead, you treated him as a scapegoat of ill-fated cosmic lights. When your disparaging mind couldn't flow with the waves of ice cold turmoil, you threw your spear of hypocrite wrath straight into his watery eyes. The dew of his tongue became the favorite song of smog. You belittled him when purposeless and wasteful "success" couldn't touch his feet. Even after forced and repeated attacks, he didn't hold the hands of a logical director. He was young... He was young.
To render tense moods to happy ones or atleast normal ones, became his auspicious desire. Yet, you belittled him, denied his trials and scolded his will. Through cursed water he quenched his thirst of imaginary happiess. Yes, it became imaginary. You made it imaginary! Basking under the roof of dismay and the sum of suffering, he cut through his days as a product of a likeable (superficially) orpahange.
Now that sapling has grown but much worse than ever, that agony doesn't bid adieu to him. As if it has seduced his sleep and crawled it's way into the inception of the same. As if sleep itself has become a dream, a dream which he naturally desires for, but is scared of the agony it brings for him. It shall never end. Death?